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I. Am. Such. A. Loser. And. It. Doesn't. Really. Hit. Me. Until. Now. I. Haven't. Been. Asked. Out. By. Anyone. Well. There. Is. One. But. It's. As. Friends. And. I. Don't. Want. To. Go. With. Him. When. He. Could. Be. Going. With. One. Of. The. Thousands. Of. Girls. That. Are. Dying. To Really. Go. Out. With. Him. And. I'm. Talking. To. Plenty. Of. Guys. And. Only. One. Is. Nice. Enough. To. At. Least. Seem. Like. He. Wants. To. Go. With. Me. And. I. Have. Finally. Asked. Someone. Out. And. I. Did. It. Cause. I. Figured. He. Wouldn't. Which. Is. Understandable. But. I. Knew. I. Had. To. Take. The. Risk. And. It's. Like. I. Don't. Want. To. Know. The. Answer. But. If. The. Answer. Is. A. Yes. Then. I. Do. Want. To. Know. . . DAMMIT.