Back to school...
a time we all dread and yearn for at the same time...
the expected happened...
I didnt get a chance to talk with Taylor...she showed up a little late and I couldent find her afterschool
...well...thats to be expected...expecially with her...
some unexpected stuff did happen though
unfortunately I ended up in my ex's orchestra class
even though I'm not offically in the class and I'm independent study
thats the only period I have time for orchestra...
but some good stuff did happen...
I got to talk with all my good friends
that I couldent talk to all summer
my friend gave me a book he got in China, it had quotes from their Chairman
and something very unexpected happened...
my "sister" and I got the chance to talk
I guess since its the begining of the year she acctually has time to talk to a lowly person like me...
but I think it was also because her friend (my ex) wasnt there...
I know its not nice to think this...but it would probably be better if either I or she wasnt arround...
because if I'm arround she cant talk to her
and if she's arround I cant talk to her
vicious cycle...
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