I'm depressed, mad and bitter right now. Lovely set of emotions.
For what? FROM Steve! Oh, all you know about him is that we work together...Yeah...And we're friends. And we went on two dates so far. Yep. Work place romance. After my 19th birthday (I got a cell phone) we decided to go see a movie, we went and saw Pirates. Didn't get home tell after midnight. Clean minds please!
Second date was suppose to be a full day of us. Hiking, go look through an antique/junk store, lunch, movie, bowling. Well...we got to lunch then after that we got in his car and he had a text message from work. The guy that was suppose to be there was sick so Steve had to go in.
We haven't hung out since, outside of work, trying to get time where we both have it off is hard. Not impossible cause unknowingly to him, I had Monday and Tuesday off, so did he. I didn't tell him.
Why am I my moods right now? Just cause of the whole relationship s**t. I know how I feel, I don't know what he feels, if he feels the same. Add to that his ex...who is his roommate. She hates me and hasn't met me. She sees me as 'competition' but trust me, I am not. I texted him asking him if he wants me to back off...haven't got an answer. I should pressure it more. But...just kill me now, will you?
Actually, typing this has made me feel better. Not a lot but some.
 1wickedmind · Wed Aug 30, 2006 @ 08:11am · 0 Comments |
