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Raratan
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My New Year's Adventure
Okay. Big nite, let me inform ye all.

Todd, Josh, Travis, Glenn an I went to John's house party. John is Todd's friend. So is Travis, and Josh and Glenn work with me (and Todd). I spent $55 on alchohol, we got:

Wildberry JD
Smirnoff Sour Apple vodka
Tequila
Beer

From there, we went to John's and got there four minutes before midnite. I was already downing my second JD when it hit twelve. Then we all took a lime with a shot of tequila. Ugh, thinking about it makes me sick lol. I had 3 JD, almost the entire bottle of vodka, and 4 shots of tequila.

Todd, then took Josh outside to talk about something. When I called Josh today I later found out he was saying stuff about me to Josh. "I really have feelings for Laura, an I'm trying to get over the whole Nikki thing. Ahh...". And Josh was talking about his problems with women too. That's when I walked out there and took Todd into my arms and leaned on him for support. We headed back into the garage, an Josh sat down and he beckoned me to follow. I think I cuddled on him. This is where I start to forget, an the rest is what other people told me lol. I remember pecking Josh on the lips cuz he asked me too, or he did. I can't remember. And he kept smacking my a** o_O I didn't mind lol.

They wanted to go to the Waffle house, but I was like, "I don't wanna die, no drunk driving!" An Travis wasn't drunk, but I didn't believe him. I was drunk so I couldn't tell lol. But we just ended up drinking more and playing pool.

Then, I had to pee they said, so they said I ewnt to the restroom but didn't come back for like 10 minutes. They went to see where I was, I had peed, an I had pulled my pants up an all, I was sitting there I think, and I had vomitted on myself lol. How glamourous am I? So Travis held my hair I believe, as I vomitted. An I kept saying, "I am sorry, I am so sorry. I am ruining all your guys' fun. I am a bad person, I'm sorry guys." An I remember Todd's voice saying, "It's okay baby. We're having just as much fun as you. Don't worry about it, okay?".

As I was vomitting, they also said that I was like, I gotta s**t. They couldn't stop laughing lol. And someone kept kissing my face and neck, I later found out it was Glenn lol. Cuz I kept saying sorry and he was all, "It's okay don't worry about it. We're having fun." In between kissing my face, ewww. Oh well. Todd protected me =)

I remember them carrying me, and dropping me a lot too. Lol. From where? I have no freaking clue, but I remember being dropped, and I have the scratches and bruises to prove it! haha

I started to fall asleep after vomitting, and they didn't want me to die if I had alchohol poisoning, so they put me in the shower. Todd held me in the shower and we both were in our clothes, soaking wet. So they got some clothes, and Todd changed me out of my clothes into a robe and shorts and laid me in bed. He laid with me, but they said I didn't want to sleep, I kept trying to get up. So Glenn laid on the other side, and didn't let me get up. I curled up against Todd an he held me. I kept whispering things. I couldn't remember, I thought it was a dream, but I do now.

I was saying, "Todd, don't leave me please." He said, "I won't baby, I'm right here with you." Then I said more tired, "You make me so happy Todd, you really do." An he replied, "Aw you make me happy too sweetheart." Then I said this, cuz it slipped out lol. "I love you Todd." And he whispered back, "I love you too baby." He is such a great guy, I am so grateful he took care of me, I wish I wouldn't have gotten so damned drunk.

I woke up, in the clothes, having NO idea how I was in them. An like something so wonderful, I woke up next to Todd. An he smiled as he woke up and took me into his arms and cradled me close, rubbing my back. Then we held hands and he kept his arms braced around me. We were just talking an he was telling me what I'm telling you now that I don't remember. Laying with him like that was surreal, it was so perfect, I wish I could have been held forever.

Glenn was suppose to be at work at 8 am. He never made it, cuz he was still at John's! Hehe. He fell asleep in the recliner with a blanket over his head. Josh left once I crashed, Travis an him went to some other parties and didn't get home till 6 am. Glenn was sweet enough to wash and dry my clothes. Short after we all awoke, Todd went home real fast, then came back changed, we went to Waffle house an we all had some much needed food. I paid to be nice, to thank them for taking care of me. Then we dropped off Glenn, and Todd dropped me off. I wish I could have stayed with him all day. He makes me so happy.

But he has work, 4-11. I work with him tomorrow. Yay! I called Josh at like 1 o'clock when I got home. He texted me, "Hey sweetie! Just making sure you are okay, text me if you're okay." So sweet and thoughtful.

Well, that was the best New Years ever. Even if I spent most of it puking, it was with Todd. <3




 
 
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