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i hate emotional roller coasters..in fact im in one right now..do i love him? or is he just too much work to go for? its getting old and hes playing hide and seek with me it seems..my firends might hold me back..er..my close, offline firends..its just getting to be too much, sometimes i wish i couldent love, that noone could love, its the worst emotion of all..and then again, its the best of all *sigh*