Pft...bleh.
<center> Mood: stare </center>
Gah, I feel so shitty >< and careless too. Tonight I have everybody...and yesh, EVERYBODY. Tomorrow I mught love you all again...Nobody pissed me off, so I don't know WHY I'm so....I'm not mad...I just feel like I don't care about a thing. Oh well...
It's not like anybody besides Yuki and sometimes Chesea posts anyways. stare
Nothin to do, nobody to talk to...just feel like listening to Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams. I walk alone, I walk alone. Heh.
I feel so....so friendless. I mean, Jesus Christ! I don't have but maybe 3 friends who actually think of me as a friend also...the rest are just bastards...yep. They use me, and lie to me. That's IT.....screw them. Screw everybody. I don't care, anyways!
I'm so disgusted. The only person I really feel like talking to anymore is never on anymore...and when he finally is on, I'm not on! It sucks...he sucks sometimes too. >.< Sorry wolf, but the truce is really a load of bullshit to me right now. I don't care, I might later...but NOT now.
I don't care about anyone right now. I don't care!
And yeah, this journal topic is filled with bad words, and I don't give a damn. Haha. Do you see now? I don't care.
*sigh* I'm gisgusting myself. I sound like a friggin' idiot that complains all the time...oh well. I could care less.
So....hmmmm...should I say the ultamite bad word...the "F" word...I don't care....why not!
******** Everything!!! Even for just tonight! whoo!
Hahaha.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's ******** up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone, I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Oh, and to Yuki, and maybe Chesea...if she reads this stupid entry...I'll apologize for this entry...just not tonight...cause I don't care right now.
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And everyone curses...I do, too. XP Heheh. I say things like that in my mind, rather than public...But it'll be ok, Iia ^o^ Because you're big sister is here for you. I hope you feel better 3nodding
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