I really hate days like this. Nothin' that bad has happened yet I'm really depressed for no ********' reason. God I hate when I'm like this, I just wanna shake myself silly and yell at myself for bein' so negative. Sure, my day wasn't perfect, but is anyone's day ever perfect? So why do I have to be such a goddamn p***y. Today was actually really good, I got a frickin' vest and matchin' pants like I've been tryin' to get for ages, so why am I bein' so horrible? Nothin' seems to please my selfish self anymore, people do their best to make me happy but it just comes back and bites 'em on the a**. Why do I have to be such a p***k at times, I wish I could just strangle myself and get rid of this burden I put on people. I hope no one reads this, I just had to get this off my chest. If someone does happen to read it, I'm just disappointed in myself right now, no biggy, I'll be back to my normal self in no time, I'm just havin' one of those days...
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