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I am your friend
One of the best.
I wanted us to be more than that.
And you accepted it.
We went out for a couple of months.
We fell in love with each other.
I prayed to god for it to stay like this,
How dear that past was to me.
I miss you right now very much.
Why cant you see?
My love for you is everlasting.
You broke my heart that rainy day.
I wanted to beg for you so bad.
But I stopped myself at the end
Proving to be the coward I always was.
A couple passed and we continued our lives
Talking now and then time passed
Until we both were so separated
our connection would never last
I got a new love you got an old love
Our lives shared a bond very thin but still there
I loved my new guy, he was the best fun I’ve had since you
You show no sign of caring, but of happiness too.
Im happy that your happy with your new love
But im still sad that you may forget me too
I wished you could tell my feelings still existed
But the again my guy is the sweetest.
I love him with all my heart
But how can it be?
My heart is splitting in two?
I want my peace and quiet
But I want you to…
Don’t go near don’t talk to her….
Even though she loves you so much
I know she wont leave you behind
Your too important to her.
Don’t cry on me, don’t tell me about her.
Im not curious anymore.
I wish I wouldn’t care.
I was free of this cage surrounding me.
I love him very much so don’t come to me crying for her.
I don’t want to hear it, I don’t want to feel this pain inside of me anymore.
Stop hurting me just let go.
I cant have you, I have one of my own.
So don’t hurt me anymore.
I don’t deserve unconditional love from you anymore.
Don’t come to me anymore
With your heart being torn apart
Believe me mine is hurting more than yours by far.
So don’t come near me don’t hug me like I want
I don’t need you’re heart next to mine.
Be my guest, stay with her
You’re happiness is the most important thing right now…
Im sorry to say this but ill have to end this tonight
I wish I could say that truly but I cant and don’t know why
ill just say my goodbyes for now
to see you again tomorrow
for another long day in my life
 EklipXingWiNgs63 · Fri Jan 19, 2007 @ 05:37am · 4 Comments |
