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Tis that time of year again...Chamber music for the orchestra time

unfortunately for them
I've been slowly pulling away from the orchestra

and it seems as if they're starting to value me less and less anyway...soo...I started off thinking I was going to blow them all away with another duet like last year...but...I dont think anyone is my caliber in my class and the other two higher seated cellists either hate me or are a little empty headed and wont play with me

so...I figured maybe...I wont play...

meh...I value no one who dosent value me anyway...

the orchestra is falling apart literally and metaphorically...the instruments are being damaged and Doc isnt repairing them...

I estimate that it should take about four months till there are no more working instruments in the orchestra...

I tried to fix up the cellos last semester but...there are some beyond my skill to repair...plus now the violins and violas are breaking and there isnt anything I can do about them...and the fact that nobody but me really cares about the instruments dosent really help...>_<

not only the instruments, but the organization is falling apart as well. music is only being distributed like...weeks before the concert when it should be months. and >_< I dont even need to show up to class to be able to play the music...I've stopped caring already...its not worth my time I think...