Lately there's been an empty feeling inside of me...
After alot of thought I think its because I've never been loved...
I thought I was once...but then I realized she only wanted me as a trophy
Maybe someone would love me if I werent so stupid all the time
if I were smarter,
if I were stronger,
if I werent so depressed,
if there was actually something to like about me...
I tried showing people how empty I felt
and my parents said they would send me away if I did that again...
my friends hated me...
the whole world seemed to just shun me...
so I stopped...
People always say better things about someone at their funeral
and they always seem to remember the better things about them when they're gone...
do you think someone would love me if I were dead?
I'd kill myself if that meant someone would love me...
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