No one cares anymore. All I do is piss people off. I can't talk to anyone, I can't touch anyone, I can't even get close to people without them swaring that they hate me....
I don't want to be here anymore. I don't even know why I'm typing this.... I should be carving my freakin' veins out of my wrist, but I'm here bullshiting instead.
Why am I so ********' idiotic? Why am I so pathetic? Why am I such a waste of time?
Someone told me that a girl I care about hates me because I keep reminding her how much she is hated. I don't mean to do it, it's just that's what I'm used to hearing.... How much everyone hates me and wants me dead.
I just want someone to love who will care for me....
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Thoughts of a Darkened Mind
Warning : Extremely depressing. Keep away from small rodents.
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It dies for blessed ego, the once mighty laid low....
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But on one foot, I mostly feel bad for myself. On the other foot, I know I caused all of those people to hate me. So maybe I should be killing myself about now... I know that doing that would make him happy. heart