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The heart of a lost angel
..this is just the place i need for my random and boring thoughts
Inu-Rose
Just thought i might do this over..It isnt to descriptive, but please bare with me. Oh and just a heads up. Inu-Rose is her new name. You may call her either or, which ever tickles your tail feather best.


After being on Gaia for a semi-long while Inu has what many call these days been "reborn". She still goes by the same name though her personality has completely altered. After a somewhat devistating experience Inu begin bundling up her emotions and going into shock every so often. Finally after taking a small break from everyone including her closest friends, she returned as a different Inu. Though this was the least of her worries, the people around Inu were changed .....mostly for the worse.
The reason you ask for this change?
Well through Inu's journey she's found people have become self-centered and lost. They've changed the theories of great speakers into the doing of hell itself, they show no moral to those around them. No longer do they show the kindness the world once had, instead they turned anger into a trend. Inu as many know has always been the free spirited and most times naive from her lack of knowledge. What people didn't know is through her years she's listened to many diverse conversations and participated in many nucternul things. Inu still the free spirited one was surely still niave though it was know longer from lack of knowledge, instead it was from her innocence. Not soon after that too faded into a memory of what once was. After seeing more of the world Inu took the final step into her new self. She witnessed one of the most dramatic things in her life.
The Change
These days Inu is normally quiet and lost in thought. She often day dreams about the old days at the BloodBath, wich leads to her memory loss. Inu has been going through many new transfermations such a her memory loss. She doesn't remember much after the BBath days nor before those days. Inu seems to lean towards the quiet and mysterious side these days. Though there are still those few from the old days whom are able to unlock that free spirited lady. Another thing that has changed is that Inu is know longer as passive as she once was. When in thought she is often thinking walking in some other demension or simply loss to herself. As each day goes by more of her memory escapes her from her past and present. Inu was also somewhat of a shy flirt though when unlocked a very passionate person, though only one has ever seen that side of her. Inu has promised herself never to show that part of her again or it would surely be the downfall to her, in turn she's become a very lustful person. She finds comfert in physically helping people.
Last but not Least... The Rose
For those who've known Inu, you know that she's always had a thing for roses and flowers. Well in her rebirth she placed her purity and past in a single midnight blue rose. She is often seen with it to her cheek feeling the cold caress of it's pedels.


Inu's chibi/wolf/etc forms
Alright these are probibly the only points in Inu's past that refuse to change..When she takes these forms she remebers her past and present and is that free spirited person..though once back to normal she forgets as if it were ripping a paper. There are also those few things in the world that has actually MADE Inu change into one of these forms even when refused to..Well these things are things that Inu likes..shiny things, pointy things, deadly things, but there always unique.



Some new things.....Sorry it's rather scattered..I'll fix it later
Inu still drinks only water, though she has developed a taste for well..not water..hehe. She won't enduldged much. In fact, you'll hardly ever see her drinking anything but water. However when she does drink, though she developed a high tolerence. She gets well.. lets just say she's very comfertable with herself, her temper is a bit more relaxed..Well everything about her is more relaxed in truth. Not to mention she's at her all time peek with lust when drunk.. Guys don't get to attatched to her, she likes to play games. She won't be easily won over. Sure she may flirt with you, but thats simply in her nature. If she wants you, she'll persue you. Just don't expect much, for she's like the wind and her flowers. She goes to and from with out a single thought. She's may be lovely though her words are some types sharp and her motives piercing. If you befriend this new Inu, you can trust she'll be the type to die for you. Just don't abuse this friendship, for you'll find her ways anything but merciful. In these days Inu has acknowledged what it takes to loath a person, even one whom shares her very blood. There is one place in which she is usually normal and her high spirited self, and thats at her favorite bar. The bloodbath. Only there will you see her as she was in the years before. Trusting and high spirited. The complete opposite of what she is now.


Oh before i forget.. What is Inu exactly?
Well Inu isn't exactly an Angel, though she isnt exactly a Goddess nor is she near Human. There really was never something to describe what she was. Inu never thought much of it, as she normally blended in with most folk where she lived and in most places. Though when she would use her magic and her true form was seen, she knew deep down she was the only one. Her father was a great God that triumphed many fallen angels and replaced order to many things in the other demensions. Her mother was a Goddess of numerous things. Well I can tell you what Inu looks like since i have yet to come up with a name for her race. Inu now has Long black hair when in the sun its streaked with brown blonde and red. Under the moonlight its dark black. Her eyes are constantly changing that much is the same as before. Her unusual lashes are immensly long and disturbingly beautiful against her pale skin. Her lips are full and plump, seductive. Like that of a blossomed rose under the full moon. Inu was taller then most females, her body was slim with the exception of her chest. In places where she might find a sanctuary you'll see her for what she is. Her wings now visible you wonder how she hides such luxuriously large things. The white of it is somewhat blinding to the eyes, though if your able to see it. You'll notice that there are reamainders of blood along her wings. If you look closer you notice it isnt blood at all. Instead it's an ancient writing of some sort that has been engraved onto her. Like a birth mark of some sort. The sent of roses is always lingering about her. Not far from Inu there seems to always be a rather large wolf. The head of the wolf reaches just the top of Inu's chest. His fur is milk white like the moon. His eyes always in sinc with mines. His nameis Arrow. He is Inu's ..well.. he watches her basically. yes i know.. she pretty much has a babysitter.






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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 14, 2007 @ 11:50am
OMg! i luve your journal! xD xd xd xd heart blaugh 4laugh whee whee whee wink and also,cool title!


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