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So i think i've finally learned my lesson with guys. Yeah i'm just not going to do the whole dating things until...oh i dont know..College perhaps. That sounds good. Or if i do, im not going to let them convince me of any ridiculious things. At the very least i WILL NOT fall for them so quickly. I'm promising myself that right now. I will not allow myself to fall for another punk jerk a** toe sucking butt whole monkey chicken butt and a half guy ever again. I am so far and beyond over all the drama guys cause in my life. Seriously. I dont like drama. And somehow when someting envoloving a guy happens in my life the WHOLE school finds out or wants to find out. I absolutely loath the whole if your a jock or know the cheerleaders your popular crap. I mean just because some of us have the guts to have friends or make new friends and they happen to be cheerleaders. Or myself happens to be a jock and an old cheerleader it doesnt mean our lives are open to the fricken public.
..gaaaah. anywho getting back on track.
That is the absolute last time i fall for someone thats well..thats him! ugh! Seriously. Now see itd be easier if i could get mad, but somehow i cant! Why does he have to be such an awesome person but at the same time such a doosh!.. I mean he's gorgeous, funny, sweet..and well..exactly like me pretty much. Man. this blows, hardcore.... He's tall and man is his body the s**t. He's got knock me over the head beuatiful blue eyes! and get this, he hates them. He said he's always wanted brown eyes and im all wtf?!?! he's darker then me, and well, thats rather tan. He's gotten a fabulous personality. He's sweet, charming, funny..amn is he funny. And so carring.. Well at least he was.. until that stupid SLUT of a WHORE butwhole short s**t came BARGING into the picture... she's kown him for what. a week. PLUS he told her straight that he doesnt like her like that .. and then out of know where she's all. i love you!.. wtf!!!!!!! so he assures me its noting to him yadda yadda ya.. he's telling her straight right in front of me.. she makes an a** of herself. all this s**t goes down that i dont wanna go into detail about. Long story short. If you were there that night you wouldve thought for sure we're together and like fricken perfect..then out of no where my firend billy txts me in school:
"Your over it"
"Why? What happened?"
"Cuz the two of them were all lovie lovie last night"
"Oh kewl."
..yeah...that kicked me in the a** huh... so much for that lieing bastards.oh it doesnt mean anything..shithead.. yet im still not fully mad.. like i know if he called id be super stoked.. boy am i stupid... but you know what..if he does call which he probibly wont.. BUT if he does..im going t tell him straight. WHAT THE DEAL!... aye... guys on this island suck a** balls and a half...