A very dear friend of mine wrote this for my the day after valentines day last year. February 15...god he still means so much to me...i havent spoken to him in ages...and i hope he's doing ok...
"....Friends like you keep me going from day to day. People that are nice to me,I show the same kindness to them back,and that's what keeps me going. You nor me,could ask for better friends than the one's we got. When I wake up in the morning,I don't worry about what will happen during the day. Like the accident I had today. I knew it would eventually happen,but I didn't worry about dying,or comming out injured. All I knew,was I wanted to live to see all my friends,both on gaia and in the real world. Their love pulls me though,and I never worry about not being alone. I know someone will miss me when I'm gone,and I want to live to see them,so they won't have to miss me. A Ghost is a free spirit,and we never have to worry about our end or our begining. It all starts with our soul,which is pure from all hate and anger. We don't worry about ourselves,because we can pull though almost anything with love from others that care about us. That's why we worry about our friends more.......because the love you give,feeds our free souls and we are able to make it not matter how had the times. I realized that today when I cheated death......this one was different from the blow to my head or my close call in the woods. I was free,and i felt cared for by eveyone around me! I knew the love and care I was showed would pull me though and the single hope that let me walk away from the accident,was that people like you would miss me,and I was love no matter how I made it. Thank you for being there.....to push me though the hard times I've faced! (Long I know,but I was bored and needed someone to talk to) The friend that loves and cares for others over himself...........The free spirit and the best......... -Ghost"
In case you read this Justin....i'm still here for you no matter what, i never repayed you for what you did for me...you know where i'll be...
Jazman-2 · Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 04:51am · 0 Comments |