Right now i'm in a weird spot. There's two guys who make me feel so great around them. Both i used to date, both i still talk to, and both so sweet. The first guy (lets say his name is Josh) he's so nice, but we fight a lot sometimes. And i feel kinda guilty if i'm not with him. And the other guy (Lets say is names Bruce) makes me feel so so comfortable. We could sit there and talk about the most stupidest stuff for the longest time. I've known them both about the same time as well. But when i talk to Bruce it's like wow, i think he likes me, but maybe he doesnt, but what if he does? no he doesnt, he doesnt want a relationship. But when i talk to Josh it's more kind of like a friend thing you know. At least it is with me, and says i'm the only thing that matters to him...but i just dont know how much longer i can try to make him happy because i sometimes dont feel like i was ment for him. But with Bruce it's like amazing! I've always loved him and honestly i think i always will weither i like it or not. Anyway you know i dont know i'm just so confused on who i should be with. i feel comfortable around one, but more comfortable around the other. With Bruce we talk and make jokes about lots of things, and i want to know if he likes me the same way i like him because he's just so cute! I mean he has GORGEOUS eyes!!! (They're grey but so pretty) and he has the cutest smile, and his dimples are adorable! haha he's just so nice and sweet. And it's like pretty much all the pets at his house are my babies. I may not be any where near them but i do love them for my own and worry about them. It's weird, i feel so close to him ya know. Well i dont wonna keep on rambleing on about nothing so imma just go. it's late anyway and it's time for me to rest. Well thats it for me, dont wonna go too into detail about this stuff. Night
 Jazman-2 · Sun Jun 15, 2008 @ 11:27am · 0 Comments |
