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what if i went emo
what if you dont know
what if all the hearts broken
what if the thing you need is gone
what if somethings was holding me back
what if i couldnt act
what if i never knew
what if you never lose
what if i was a broken soul
what if i had a pain noone knows
what if the heart never showed
what if time never slowed
what if i explode
what if im suddenly lost
what if youre suddenly there
what if you never cared
what if you never saw
what if noone ever fought
what if there never was a second thought
what if everyone was lost
so see if you can hear me
so see if you could need me
so im not alone anymore
so im not crying anymore
i put on this happy facade
and distract myself with others
but when im alone in my room
i cant cry anymore
no, everyone does that
so i sit in that empty room that is my mind
alone with all my thoughts

to be continued i guess...