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The decision I chose was so hard to make
Now i sit wondering if it was a mistake
at first it was easy i thought it was right
but now within my heart struggles and fights

did i lose your and give up for no reason
did i commit another act of treason
or was what i did right in an odd way
cuz i know my heart pleaded for you to stay

I guess theres no turning back no that i'm here
keeping this inside is so close to near
impossible for me, cuz my strength has its limits
but these feelings of loss are ones that i cant exhibit

drowning in my sorrow as i knew i would
hoping that happiness is something you could
attain from my sorrow cuz its who i am
to sacrifice myself for others because i can

So alone again i go, back into the dark
hopin that God will keep me from falling apart