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Just For Thought
I shall be in Sacramento starting the night of the 21st of November. I will be there until the weekend after Thanksgiving. Monday and/or Tuesday I hope to visit St. Francis to see all those underclassmen... I might even bring a token or two for a few ^.< Maybe, Maybe Not
-Shrug- Nothing has really be on my mind lately. Axel has been sleeping for a long time and when I sleep I don't exactly have the mind to see where he is, lol. I haven't been sleeping well though. Sux. Oh well ^^ I wanted to make magic cookie bars but the only thing I forgot from the grocery store of course was the graghm crackers. Sux. Denise and Deeba have been smoking pot at least twice everyday now but I got some pot for my cousin as a Thanksgiving treat ^^ Yay. He should be cheered up about that. I can't wait to see them. It actually makes me want to cry.
I don't want to go to my Aunt Karol's place -.- BLLLLLEEEEEH. I just know Aunt Karen is gonna be all up on everyone talking about how great it is Karlie is engaged. Blah Blah Blah. Then relatives are gonna ambush me and be all like "How's college?" "What classes?" "You like living away from home?" JUST ******** THE ******** ******** OFF! -.- Can't stand it when they put on that fake concern like oh, yes we care then we're gonna erase it from our memories 5 minutes later BULLSHIT. That's the worst part of my mother's family. None of us are really that close. The only people I would and do justify myself to are my immediate family, grandparents, Uncle Josh, Aunt Kimmi, Aunt Koko and family, Dad's family, and friends. DX I hate it when my other aunts, uncles, and cousins ask about me. At least I truly care about how my family relatives are doing when I ask. Bastards.
I love Thanksgiving at Aunt Kimmi's, Grandma's, and our house. Most of all I enjoy Christmas because we all just chill out with each other. I miss it dearly. Last year we didn't go as my mom's way of rebeling and protect us. Instead we went with her friends to the snow which was alright but could have been better. We went to some crappy side snow place, didn't go tubing and no one would build a fort with me. If we were going to play in the snow, the least she could do was let us play in the snow the right way.
I have already started my Christmas list and checking on what I might want to get for other people. -sigh- I already asked my parents for my big gift: a camera. I know pathetic right? I don't want them to buy me anything too fancy, after all they are paying my way to college. Lol. We are all such hypocrites at times.
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