My roommates are so cute, they fall asleep halfway through a movie. I feel like their babysitter most of the time and other times a sister. I suppose that's how it should be. I watch them make their mistakes and go to them for advice other times. We are getting closer as the weeks go by. Even though they are a bunch of potheads, they are my adorable pothead roomies. Lol. They took my weed thatr was a gift for my cousin but they're gonna buy me it all back this Wednesday. My cousins are really excited to get baked, LMAO. I think it's adorable. I really want to see them ASAP. I have a countdown that's been going strong since last week. I feel like a little kid looking forward to Christmas.
Christmas makes me a little sad. I wish it was like when I was a little kid or that Christmas in the past had been better when I was a little girl. I regret not getting to know my cousins better on my mother's side but it's not like they are my type of people anyway. Lol. I know I am just judging but sometimes you need to judge to protect yourself. I guess it was one way of protecting myself and letting myself grow into my own person instead of being what my family has always been.
I don't think I told anyone yet, Teej Denise and Deeba and I went to a club this last Friday. EW was that an experience. There were TONS of OLD UGLY LATINO guys and lord knows I hate Latino guys. Latino girls I am more tolerant of because I see them as more educated and aware of their world. I am racist, get over it because I can't.
Hmm, there is a lot of things I could say but it doesn't feel like the right time. 4 days left. 4 Long a** Days. We didn't get the FOB cards today even though they said they were making them today. I am pissed becaus I made magic cookie bars to celebrate getting the keys. T.T STUPID HOUSING BASTARDS. I am getting a little better at Japanese and my friend who is really good at Japanese told me that 1st year is the hardest, which made me feel MUCH better. I am not doing well in that class but only because memorizing is so hard for me. I have found a new method though that I think will work ^^ Drawing the picture and then writing the s**t underneath. It should help because I memorize things better when I relate back to them. Lol. Sakura Takachi has a new lok btw. It's cute. I already made 150 avatar outfits on this account. After 50 more I get to buy some new hair that matches my own right now. I am really excited.
I heart Y'all. I Miss Axel. I Cry for Them. I Smile with Them. I Sing in Love of Them. I Silence myself out of Them. WTF is THEM? 0.o LMAO
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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