subconsciously a bad day...?
well, first of all, i had exams today... and it was only 2 of them... well, i finished both of them an hour earlier then i needed to, and i thought way to much with myself. i almost made myself cry 3 times... emo i dont even know why it happened.. and the vioces that ussually made it okay wherent there... and i made myself depressed... i guess all the happy always wheres off after a month when youre dating someone after being single for so long... god. i dont even know what to do about all this! i dont even understand myself... i think i should go back to fiction... it makes me feel better... maybe i could just go cry somewhere... but i shouldnt do that. id break my record of not crying for 7 years... im a moron! im gonna do a new instalment of that voodoo story. it was fun. it will definatly make me feel better.
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