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I figure, my mom never learned to control herself so I should make a point to.

I'm tired of this face so I'm making a mask. ^^ I'm gonna make my mask once I find it @_@ which may take a while. Once I find it things should change. I have a feeling of when the mask will come to me and I am a little scared. It should be fun and freeing for me.

I spent the day with my grandma, which was fun. We did a lot of things and talked for a long time. Our walk was really long. The best part was the drive home. I felt so wild and free. LMAO. I feel like a mustang. I am what I once made fun of and that is part of my mask.

I NEED josie to call me. I NEED to know we can have the gift. I NEED to feel secure about this. I CANNOT plan any further unless I know it is secure. I will suffer a HUGE blow if I plan and this bails on me. I will take WEEKS to get over it. I NEED that CALL OR TEXT.

My mother is being a flat out jackass right now. She and I were hanging out watching her show together and then I wanted to watch a movie or something else together but then she changed it to something I didn't want to watch. b***h. SO I am back in my room with my fuzzbutt cat and we are watching The Terminal together. NEEEEH XP