I may be stupid, or whatever... but I'm thinking of joining the navy. As much as I want to try and accomplish my goal of getting my stories published into a manga and live my dream of settling down and have a family, I feel that it'll never happen. I don't mind continuing to draw and anything working with art. I just feel like even though I may be able to achieve better in school, I feel that no matter what it's not gonna matter and that I won't get anywhere great.
Right now, I think my mom is ashamed of me and can't handle me anymore, and even if I do get anywhere, she probably wouldn't be proud. In my opinion, her favorite is my sister, 'cause she's more accomplished in many ways: she has a car, graduated from high school with GOOD grades, has a job, and is currently in college passing all of her classes so far. For me it's: bad grades, slightly mental, irresponsible, clumsy, does not have a car nor can drive, can not and does not have a job, and etc. I'm indeed useless.. That is why I don't mind giving myself to the navy, 'cause at least I'll be useful there. One more body to defend our lovely United States~ Whopp-di-do-da~
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