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Last night, I saw an episode of King of the Hill, which is a great show. It was an episode about Hank's son getting into guns and how Hank was so horrible from bad childhood experiences.

Then, today, I hung out with Maci. Nothing special. Just hanging out with one of my friends. We had a ton of laughs, but she's friends with Mae and she brought her up. Maci's grandparents asked if she wanted to bring Mae to my house. After what's happened between me and her, that could start a war.

As soon as Mae gets in my head, she has a tendency to stay there. Which made me think of writing this journal.

Now, to the point....

What pisses me off the most about me and Mae being so far apart is the fact that she's really... well.... she's something. She's not like supergiveadogabone hot, but she's a lot more beautiful than a lot of other girls I know. I know this is gonna sound like I'm contradicting myself, but as much of a b***h as I've seen her, she's still a lovely soul.

And, she's probably got her talents. What a lot of guys go for in girls is whether they're hot or not. But Mae probably has a little more than that. Girls usually go for hot guys. Nobody cares for the lovely soul guys. But the biggest thing is girls go for guys with muscles

What does that leave me with?


I must be getting the slack end of the stick. I've got no muscle, I'm not hot, and I'm probably not a lovely soul, but that's my opinion. All I can do is play guitar and write music. Is that all I'm good for? Mae's probably fun to hang around with 24-7 (Unless she's PMSing/bitchy) but what am I then? What am I good for? What am I worth? Why am I asking you this? Why are you still here?

*Sigh* ... I hope she's proud of what she's done to me...