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Sigh...another boing night. Cant sleep but Im so tired. Been playing WoW. It gets old quick. Im sick and may be dying. Too stubborn to see a doctor about it. Soon my kidneys will shut down and Ill die of the horrible infection inside of me.

In other news! rofl rofl rofl rofl

anyways, saw a blog on skankla's myspace. she thinks she knows so much. She knows nothing. She says all this court stuff is hurting Weylin. Well, duh. Of course it is, but lets think back about who started this all.....Hmmm....She told Lee not to support me and Weylin. She told him that it wasn't his baby. She told him to treat me like s**t. Then after many months of raising my son alone and ending up in foster care, she wants Lee to take Weylin away from me. So they do and instead of being kind enough to atleast give me joint custody, both of them do everything in their power to keep me from seeing him. She told Lee to punish me when I was late for visits, even if its only a few minutes. Then he lies to me saying he's sick or has a doctor's appointment so I have to see Weylin another day, but I later find out from close sources that those are lies. That stupid little girl went from calling my son deformed and wishing he was dead to wanting to play mommy to him. So lets go over the facts now. Who started this fight? They did. Who stole my precious lil boy? They did. Who keeps lying to my face about working as a team for the sake of our son? Lee. Who keeps spreading rumors abou me so my old friends turn against me? Them. And who is really hurting my son who clearly wants to spend more time with me and who cries everytime I take him home to those horrid people? They are. So she doesnt want Weylin to suffer like Lee did. I know just as well as she what Lee suffered. How his mother lied to him for years about how bad his dad was. Then in his teens he learned the truth. Gee, sound a little familiar? What makes what Lee's doing any better than what his mom did? She kept him from his dad and filled his head with lies. Now, he's trying to keep Weylin from me and I'm sure if our son was older, he'd being lying to him too. If they really cared about my baby, then theyd grow up and work with me, not BS me around, so I could be a part of my son's life. Instead they wanna try and make me out into a monster and torment me. I really dont understand why they hate me so much. I know why I hate them. That female is trying to play mommy to my blood child. She turned Lee against me. And of course my beloved Lee. I hate him because he is clueless and has no free will. He'd rather live in a pretend world than be alone. His fear of solitude will be his undoing. He took our son, not because he loves him, but because he loves to hurt me. So what to do.....what to do.... Guess I just keep fighting. This war will never be over, and I will never surrender.