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No one knows the thoughts that run through my head,
the screaming,
the blood,
the cuts,
oh,
it's all pleasure to my eyes.

I just want to grab your neck,
and watch the air,
vanish,
within your lungs.

When someone lies to me,
all i want to do,
is grab the collar of their shirt,
and punch them repeatedly in the face,
or,
When someone says they love me,
then turns their back and walks away,
all i want to do,
is watch them burn in an inferno.

When someone says they'll be there for me,
When someone promises to take the pain away,
When someone promises to hold me and never let go...
all i want to do...
is believe you.

But your lies keep me from doing that.

So, i spend every dark hour, staring at the sky,
an evil grin across my face,
and in my head,
i see you die by my stained hands.

Do Not Lie To Me.