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I'm finally crying!! After 5 months, I found out how!! And know why? Because my dad and grandparents are ******** over my teenage life. I've never been to a dance. EVER. Homecoming is on Saturday, and they want me to dress in a tux and slacks. I talked to the ACTIVITIES DIRECTOR and he said a nice vest and black jeans would be okay. You can't get much better than the guy who's organizing the ******** thing

I've never been to a dance. I REALLY want to. Now's my chance. After high school, I'll look like a ******** dumbshit because I never went to one. AT LEAST ONE DANCE!! It's going to be a full circle of last year. I'm going to decide at the last minute, "******** you! I'm not gonna wear what you tell me!" and not go to the dance. Another chance, gone....

And I'm going with a girl I like. My friend Richie asked her to go with him, but still, they're doing it as friends and I wanna go with. Richie's one of my best friends, and I like Beth. Problem? No. But it IS a problem when my dad and grandparents are saying, "No, you can't go dressed like that"

No support? No nothing?

This is the near beginning of fall: the Objective Hemisphere. In astrology, there are two hemispheres: Objective and Subjective. Objective stands for Physical growth, and Subjective stand for Psychological growth. I THINK GOING TO MY FIRST SOCIAL EVENT COUNTS AS BOTH OF THOSE!!

I'm crying... and it feels ******** orgasmic

It's not fair.... I hate my parents.... I hate my grandparents... They're always bitching at me, but this is across the line... crying