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So, a few things have led me to believe in how important variation is. I think I get it now....

For one, obviously too much of listening to a certain song or artist destroys some of your originality, so why waste it? I haven't been getting much into new stuff, just trying to write new songs. But, with no inspiration. As soon as I learned how to play the GTA 3 theme, I wrote an awesome new song. And now that I've released that bit of my creative side, I think I'll have to find something new before I come up with something good.

Second, food. I haven't been eating much food lately, and my dad and Lyndsey had a talk with me about it. I was going to get money to go junk out on Friday, but dad told me I couldn't. The next morning, he told me to eat oatmeal. I did. Then, he basically forced me to watch a documentary on vitamins and minerals. Then, I had salad for lunch and tea with it.

The documentary said with healthier food, you get into a better mood. I don't think so... That morning, I felt energized and kind of sleepless. At 3 in the afternoon, I was crabby, tired, and so pissed I could chew up some nails. Then, I ate some cookies and I wrote a song. Maybe food isn't the largest impact on your mood....

And gaming. I've only played platformers and I don't like RPGs. But, you know... The only games I've got at the moment are Crash 2 and 3, Jak 2, Spyro, Tekken 5, and Super Smash Bros Brawl. Everybody else is into different games, and NOBODY agrees with my tastes... During freshman year, our love for games brought us together. Now we all think differently, yet we're closer now than we were then. Weird, isn't it?

Now, my "manly man business." Anybody who's a girl, skip this. PLEASE... So, lately I've been jacking off to the same things over and over again... I would think that's kind of a bad thing. Because when it comes to sex, shouldn't you deal with the deck you got? It seems like only one thing turns me on. I think that might be bad for when it comes to my "stage time." What do you think?

And, my daily routine. Same s**t, different day. I wanna do fun things on weekends. Not sit around and do nothing.... Seriously... The only cool thing about this weekend was that I got money for food. If weekends and maybe even regular weekdays were more exciting, wouldn't life be better?

Now, Scriven. I guess you've been playing Persona 3 for a while now. Now, you wouldn't listen to me when I tried to get you off that game. Now, I probably sound like a parent when I tell you to do something else, but dude, THIS s**t is worth your time!!! Okay? If you can find anime chicks cute, you will find yourself checking out the one with the white bikini. It's like Rock. Sometimes, it's intense and makes you wanna smash your head into a wall. Sometimes, it makes you wanna kiss your girlfriend. Don't just game all the time. Take some time every day to just, you know... Jack off. Enjoy yourself.

And I've tried every kind of Monster. I have now, anyway. Originals, Lo-Carbs, Assaults, M-80's, Khaos, and Mixxd. And now I'm getting into RockStars. But, they're only energy drinks. I'm spending my time to try drink filled with Taurine. Taurine is cow balls. It tastes good though... And I haven't been eating many different foods either. I know there's a lot, but when you think about the foods you can eat anyday and love them, then there's not much. For me, that means pizza, pasta, sandwiches, fast food, oranges, and strawberries. And monsters, if they count.

And, you know... It feels like I'm just writing this out because I want to complain and get attention. Maybe I do. Or maybe I'm just bored. Don't feel like thinking about it....

Each one of those paragraphs ought to teach you something if you understand what I mean. This weekend's been boring, 'nuff said... I kinda want to go back to school tomorrow. So I can see Dani and Hannah. And everyone else, of course