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Hey there, my entries keep getting deleted in the mid construction. It's pissing me off. I hate my internet, but it's pretty decent I suppose. I know when it is coming so I suppose it is my fault. Anyway, here is the link to some speical fun with me and my friend, Christy. Yes it is us and we are not drunk or anything. We were.... bored. Bored = craziness with Jen.

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I also put it on facebook and youtube, obviously... Ugh Videos of me are on the internet <.> FAIL! I want one with each of my friends, to remember our chemistry when we are uber craziness. Haha! But.. no mature or confidential content, which means I am NOT uploading the New Year's Video... NO! If you want to watch it, you'll need to ask me in person to see it D< And even then I prolly won't let you... </////> It's too EMBARRASSING >/////////////< NOES!

Ugh, My profile is perfect. I created it before really thinking it would fit and now, it fits perfect. My mind must be ahead of my heart. I am destined to be a white rabbit, no longer a mad hatter, though I will always have those scars to remind me. I am the white rabbit, always too early or too late. Never am I on time. I set the trends before people even think about it and become curious when things are past or dead. FAIL me in life please.

The moon is full. The 3rd was the first day of full moon. Celebrate with me by kissing my lips. Pretend and smile with me. I love the moon, the great goddess that she is. She is glorious. I love her! <3 Eeeks! The moon plays such tricks on me D< Ugh. She makes me heart stranger. How so? I don't know, we are connected though. Because, I am like her and she is like me. We are the Moon.

I don't know what I am saying... not really. I'm kinda just saying things for the sake of saying something after having my journal entry erased in the middle of creation. I was so pissed! D< I still am!

I am so happy right now XD I got to talk to Dev twice. It makes me want to hug my pillows and dance around. Haha! Yes. She has had a hard month, or so she tells me. I look forward to hearing more. I am kinda worried about Christy too. I get the feeling I should call her. I feel like she might need someone to talk to. Hmm. I should. So far all I hear is that her roommate is annoying. She has finally joined the club... XD That and she aced a test XD That's my BFF <3 She's amazing like that! Christy is really smart when she really puts her mind to it. If she loves it and finds it interesting she's gonna make that work! She's gonna go somewhere, she's gonna be someone! I believe in her. I know it. I know she can! -sigh- Cause she's my best friend and I will always love her! She is like part of my family, only better because... she is. She's my best friend. TAKE THAT! AIN't NOTHING GONNA STOP US NOW! Whoo-hooo!

Ugh, I don't know what else to write about... I don't want to go to Animal Diversity class tomorrow.... the teacher creeps me out. Did I mention I have all male teachers? Yea, it's weird. I don't really like it. It unnerves me but it'll get me used to guys better AND playing Intramurals with guys AND being friends with a guy for the first time in a long time? I hope so. I hate how guys get to me so easily. I have a weak spot there. I don't know how to handle them, but then again I don't think either sex knows how to entirely handle the other. I hate it.

D< Hate hate hate it! And my heart thumps wildly. I hate it!