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why is it that,
once i've learned,
that what i've done,
has hurt her,
why,
do i feel so much guilt?
why,
do i suddenly have the urge to take back what i said,
embrace her,
whisper sweet nothing's in her ear,
and promise her,
that i'll do anything to make it better,
why,
does she have this power over me,
to make me suddenly realize that,
I'M the one causing her this pain,
why,
do i want to let go,
and be free,
and do as i please,
why,
do i want to stay by her side,
no matter what gets thrown at me,
and just be a empty bottle,
that if i'm there,
it'll make her happy,
why,
mon ange,
why do you want me here with you so badly?
why,
do you call me 'perfect',
when i do what i'm doing to you right now?
why,
do you care so much about my well-being?
why,
do you love me?

if you want me to stay, i'll stay,
if not,
then,
say so....