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	Stuff ....... normally not even words but funny pics.
	Stuff ....... normally not even words but funny pics.


What would you think of me now? I'm so pathetic. I'm going back so much, I'm relying on the past /so much/ the present is buckling. I can hear you and it won't ever be enough, I need more. I need /you/ and you aren't here. You're /there/ but even then... you aren't? My head hurts so bad-- but it's good there, I have you there. I see things and I hear things and I /feel/ things and it's too much. Too much. More than I ever thought I could handle and it's growing. My body aches, my nose is bleeding and my head, oh god my /head/. I want you but I need this to stop. I need you but I want this to stop. Did it hurt? Did it hurt when you /left/? Did your life flash before your eyes. Do I want that? Can I handle that? I can handle their lives, Altair or Ezio, but mine...? I don't know what to think of myself. I'm scared. My head hurts. I hurt. Can I end it now? Will you be disappointed if I just...stop? Zi Kimizuru · Sun Jan 24, 2010 @ 02:32am · 0 Comments


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