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So last night/yesterday I had my major classes. =_____= They were really amazing and all but after that, my homework load was 4 essays long. I finished two and now I have two left... but I'm so sad and tired. I'm thinking I should just print out the reading and bring it home and work on the rest tomorrow. I'll just be burning the candle on both ends if I don't. Plus, then tomorrow I can go to Blick and get my sketchbook so then I can finish another assaignment. =____=

Here is what was assigned (exactly what they are):
[Done] Write a Memo-- (just state you read s**t and publish it to iLearn)
[____] Read Chapter One of Africana Lit. Text and write a 1-2 page essay responding to the reading
[____] Read Chapter One of Intro to Africana Studies and write down discussion questions
[____] Read Chapter One of A Whole New World (For DAI 370) and type up an outline, which you then upload to iLearn
[____] Buy a Sketchbook for Journalling in (will have 10 sketches a week) and design the first page (that was actually assigned... to design it D> wtf)
[Done] Buy Textbooks (Africana Lit, Intro to Africana, A Whole New World)
[Done] Get a Locker for Aerobics
[____] Write a 1-2 page essay about a designed product and how it defines or identifies with you (something like that...)

This is all due by next week =______=" THIS IS ONLY THE ******** FIRST WEEK... WTF... Seriously I've only met with each of these classes once and they're like "Oh YAH you have homework.. ESSAY TIME" 0_= FAWK

So... roleplaying is kinda out of the question right now in my mind... kinda, I mean, I have really bad craving and guilt trips. It's like having a withdrawl from an addiction so it pleads for one of my other addictions to take me mind off of it... =____= she's always like that. Not only that, but guilt tends to block my sketch skills TT_____TT so now my mind is like NO NO NO NO NO [/ insert temper tantrum here]

[/ sigh] stupid a** girl. By and by, I was working on three characters before this all started. These would be for deviantart C: And self expression : Mushroom, Database, and Duality. Yea... they don't really have typical names. Database is a computer faced girl. Mushroom is an oral addicted guy... or something along those lines... basically he needs to be doing something with his mouth like all the time and chewing or using his mouth is like the most important/stimulating thing to him. yuck... and Duality is my own self in her best form. She has purple hair and long tassles but short hair in the back. She's kinda based off of this doll of a person I watch in Deviatart but more so of myself and the combo of Chisai + Sakura. I have been trying to combine them in art form for a while. I was stuck on white hair for a while but that would lean more towards one, thus a very inaccurate pic. Whatev though...

Ah writing, seriously writing about my characters IS making me feel better. TG. I was so sad before this. It was like a video recording of a flower blowing in the wind. The flower is a bright pink but it's head is down like it's starting to die. TT____TT That image makes me sad. Whatever.

FAWK FAWK FAWK. I suppose I have to sleep tonight since I'll be busy. Ugh today I actually got a lot done though. I finished all my laundry, bought cleaning supplies, cleaned our bathroom, cleaned my room, finished the memo, and bought all of my books. It may not seem like much but keep in mind that walking all the way to the store takes at least 30 min. then I have wait time to get back on the bus, walk back to my house, etc. Laundry takes about 2 hours since dry is an hour and wash is 30 min then you have folding time and such. Cleaning was all done by myself. I even washed the dishes that were not mine in the sink. My room was littered with clothes and papers. I also took a shower, making myself smell all perdyfulz. XD Then I had to walk to the Annex, when I was tired and before doing that I made myself a snack. The Annex is a 30 min walk about... sometimes more if I'm tired. So now I get to walk all the way back. It's hard to focus too cause it's NOT MY ******** COMPUTER D< I WANT MY DAMN COMPUTER BACK!

Whatever, okay so I think I'll be back tomorrow if I finish my homework. It all depends on the damn homework cause Imma get A's this semester y'all. I'm tired of this BULLSHIT. I wanna get out of here and make a good impression.