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Being a good student really blows. It not only comes with good karma that has like "good and holy" gifts but also bags under your eyes and the nerves of a squirrel on crack.

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I've had an essay to write every ******** DAY D< You have no idea how pissed off I am. I have two due tomorrow and two more due the following day. I also have one more due at 4 this afternoon which I cannot seem to focus on.

When I get this stressed out, I can't think creatively... well not as well as I would like. Thus, instead of drawing during the small breaks in classes, I spend my time either dancing/listening to music or writing s**t for roleplays. AND BECAUSE I can't ROLEPLAY, I'm all backed up! D< I feel like a pipe that has too much pressure... it'll only be so long until I BURST

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Jen is very unhappy. Thank goodness this weekend my brother and his friends are willing to go to the Boardwalk in Santa Cruz and take me along. It's gonna be kinda costly but I think it's worth it... that and we could always go to the beach halfway through the day... they have a long ride back too so it's not like there isn't a ton to do...

OMG [/ stabs homework] Just thinking about it makes me ******** THINK of myself as a crack crazed squirrel. D<

This is what I get for getting closer to graduation.... DAMMIT. BUT I WILL PERSEVERE. There is no way that I'm going to back down >X No way.

On the good side, I'm getting all the details for roleplays done. I've already figured out the secret to the rune stones in the HM plot. I've also been working on the people for the Mafia Harem... since I will be playing as them.... =___0 I've also got the remake of the Dark Fairytales done. All that really needs to be done is to test everything and type it up. That all won't take long and will prolly happen after my class as a method of venting. Damn stress.

How I like my classes? I love them. Being in them is WONDERFUL... it's the after class and between the classes that really blows. Since I have a bunch that only meet once or twice a week, I have butt loads of homework and they each meet like 3 hours so the time spent with them is really long. =____= Ah, my Aerobics class is really like a boot camp, just like he said it would be. It feels really good to have that burn back. Honestly, I love it. That class meets MW mornings. Intro to Africana I get brownie points for leading the teacher this meets MW afternoons. Only on M I have a Theatre class that is REALLY COOL. We tell stories... that is the class. Storytelling. <3 So EPIC! Tuesdays I have Africana Lit. and you might be thinking I am part African American or something cause I'm taking all these classes but they fulfill my major. I'm not part African American.... trust me. My cousins are but I'm not. TH I have two classes that only meet once a week, History of Tech and Design and Colloquium. Both are for my major <3 Fridays I have NO CLASSES <3 This is gonna be my recovery day. =____=" I need it. I dun know how I'm even gonna do volleyball this semester with the stress I'm under now. I keep not sleeping before Aerobics.... and that's not good.... =_____="