What can I say, I'm an ADDICT.
I've admitted it time and again,
but you still don't seem to understand.
An ADDICTION is continued involvement,
with a substance or activity,
despite the negative consequences.
Pleasure and enjoyment,
are reasons for its birth but,
the substance or activity evolves.
It is needed to feel normal.
We are compelled to seek it out.
There is no hiding in oneself.
It calls to you wherever you hide.
I am scared to use my email but I can do it. I can find the courage to do this. I will face my fears. I am stronger than I look and I will not resort to other things. I will not withdraw myself. I can do this.
Hum drum dum dee. I really want spaghetti or a sausage wrapped in bread... I might go eat that now >} I am watching all of the Harry Potter movies tonight. I don't particularly like the story but I do love movies that span over more than one disc. I love to listen to movies and the music is good in Harry Potter. Besides that, it's something familiar and in that way, it is comforting.
My feelings of worthlessness are so temperamental. Pish posh. It's irritating. This is how I know that I am depressed. Bah. Load of bologna. I love that word B-O-L-O-G-N-A <3 Hehehe <3 It's adorable and you should hear the way I say it <3 I know how to say it but I just prefer to say it my way <3 Hehe.
I'm a spiteful b***h.
You better beware,
I'd sooner cast a spell on you
than run into your arms.
That's a lie.
I cry at every movie
and love to sleep near you.
I find your conversations enchanting
and I'd rather die than be rid of you.
I hate being in love with you.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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