you're probably trying
and giving this your all
but I don't see it
... nothing new
I called. He didn't answer. I work tomorrow. I cried a lot today. My brother and Dev will be with me Sunday. I keep busy, but my thoughts belong to him. And I'm pathetic again, falling too deep and too fast... destined for a ship wreck.
[/ sigh] my computer is buggin out so I borrowed the home computer, hopefully it's not a permanent state... stupid thing. I don't think I have enough money yet for a new one... haven't been saving and hadn't thought about it really... oh well. I'm so, unmotivated for anything. I just, don't care tonight. I just woke up so that might have something to do with that c;
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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