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Some random thoughts and what's goin' on in my boring life. Comments are welcomed.
Direct from Pookie's diary!!! (updated on Thursday 4 May 06)
(This was written after my Analytic Geometry test.... I had a bit of time. When I write diary entries, all the i's have hearts over them as well as the question marks and explaination marks.... I always write in pen. Just something that I do.)

"Wednesday 3 May 06; 1750
I'm in such a great mood today. It's called, "touch me without my permission, and I'll kill you." Isn't that great? And I'll do it with a smile! *eye twitches* "Why am I like this?" you'll ask. Oh, I'll tell you why! It's because I'm pissed because every time (*omits name for obvious reasons*) is online, I know that he isn't answering my messages. That really ticks me off!! Grawr! He was online twice yesterday. Twice! No reply!!! I swear, if I ever meet him, I'll strangle 'em! How can I love someone so much, but still want to hurt him? I feel so terrible now. Damn my mood swings. I can get so angry at someone, and then feel like crap for even thinking those thoughts. Why am I like this? *sighs* Just want to hide from the world now. Or make the world forget I'm there. Every day in school, there is always a time when I think to myself, "Wow, now I know that I'm invisible." Odd how my pen just decided to die right there. Five minutes left in class. Guess I'll have to stop ranting and feeling bad for myself. Like anyone here would ever care. The one who would prefer being invisible,
~Pookie"

Just so everyone knows.... that class is all preps except for me and one guy. And the teacher hates us. stare I wonder why.






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bLeeDiNgMascara06
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commentCommented on: Wed May 03, 2006 @ 07:40pm
awwwww cheer up!!!! well im not cheerful lately cuz of caleb ughhhhh oh well i dont wanna sweat it!!! so cheer up hun its gonna be iiight!!!! blaugh


commentCommented on: Wed May 03, 2006 @ 07:41pm
*Pets your head and gives you a cookie.* Yes, do feel better. biggrin



Secksee
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Icey_cold
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commentCommented on: Wed May 03, 2006 @ 08:15pm
I know how you feel and I'm sorry that you have to feel that way. all I can say is that love hurts. that might not exacly help but that's what I think... that's all I can say...
*hugs tight*


commentCommented on: Wed May 03, 2006 @ 10:22pm
I don't think I can get happy anytime soon.
*nibbles on the cookie*
*huggles Mina*



Pookie55
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Icey_cold
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commentCommented on: Thu May 04, 2006 @ 06:15pm
*hugs again* I'll do my best to make you as happy as possible! you'll get through this, no matter what!


commentCommented on: Fri May 05, 2006 @ 12:50am
I know that I will... I always do... *cute little half smile* ...somehow. blaugh
*giggles*
Yeah, I'm in a much better mood. whee

Wasn't when I got home from school today. Door to the computer room was locked. stare *sighs* So I wasn't on at the normal time.



Times that I like bein' online (five hours behind greenwich mean time. (not sure if I spelt that right. gonk )):
6:30-6:45 (right before I have to leave for school)
2:15-3:00 (right after I get home from school)
6:00-7:30 or 9:00 (just times at night when I like to answer my messages.... sometimes I am on after nine, but just to check for messages from one person. heart )



*giggles* And this comment could almost be considered to be another entry! 4laugh
Yeah, I've gone insane again. *sighs*



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