I find it funny, how things happen.
Growing up into an adult, I've always found myself going through peaks, and valleys.
There were times where I was at the top, and felt amazing, and then stumbled, and fell into the lowest part of a valley of emotions.
I need to keep in mind that it's not over. I'm still young. Despite of everything I've been through, it's only the beginning. I'm still very, very young. My life is NOW just starting.
I now have my own place, I have a very small, but close circle of friends in which I hope are there for me as years go by, but nothing is promised.
But, it's not always easy.
2015 ******** sucked... heh.
I started living with a high school friend, and we did some ******** up things together. I guess I loved him, and since the love was unrequited, I did whatever he wanted me to just so I could be closer. Stupid, I know. I became the puppet of a tool.
I did things I regret. Lost people who I miss, but it's whatever now.
I can't change the past. And if I wanted to, I would have learned nothing.
This year, I want to do my best to make my life right. I'm already at a good start.
I know I can do this... I'm almost 23 years old. I'm more than capable.
 The Geb · Tue Jan 05, 2016 @ 01:37pm · 0 Comments |
