I feel like a failure today.
I looked back into my rental history and it turns out that I never signed a contract? This sucks because it means I have no rental history. I'm not sure where to go from here. Maybe I should ask my parents to co-sign for me? I have no clue, not really.
On top of that, my base of sanity is at risk. My phone is having issues syncing with my music. This is a huge issue. My itunes in general has been a b***h for a long time but I haven't had the guts to reboot it until now. ********. I really don't want to mess things up any worse than they are. I know things can get worse. I really hope it doesn't come to that. Please don't get all buggered...
Boyfriend is gone, in Hawaii for the holidays. ******** Thanksgiving. It's always trigger time for me. ******** it. His shirt doesn't have his scent anymore. I was sleeping with it beside me, but now I have lost him. It is inspiring me to continue working on the Boyfriend book. It only proves that I'm super lonely :[
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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