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...So here we are....
This is where we're at, the point where everything is all blurry again. Heh, this is the worse spot, when you dont know what to do, what to say, what to think, everything just seems distant and out of order. But you know, she's gone, she ******** up, and my heart couldn't stop itself from falling down. Either way, it would of ended anyways, right?

Yeah, thats what I think, but despite all the s**t, I miss her like a limb. But s**t happens, i was just stupid enough to fall into another relationship that would ******** me over again. So take it from me, dont get into any relationship, its better to just play. Heh but you know, things arent as they seem.

This is a message to everyone else, this here is for all the people that matter. I cant tell you how messed up i am right now, I know my front makes me look like nothing is wrong at all. But like i said, front. Hell, i dont even see a career infront of me, I dont see the future, thats the thing, people look forward to something, aim, see their future. To be perfectly honest, I dont see a future, I just live day by day, there is no future for me.

Yeah i know that i'm not the best, I know there are a lot better fighters than me, a lot better people than me. But cant blame me for atleast thinking i'm strong, right? Heh either way, if i'm not, i'll keep training, like Mugen says, "When you point a sword at someone you either kill them or they kill you , ther ain't no inbetween. So quit talkin' like a ********' p***y. Anyone who can't handle that should just SHUT THE ******** UP and GET OVER IT!"

Mmm... Well thats all I have to say for today. I may edit here and write some more stuff, but I doubt it. Peace






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commentCommented on: Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 06:31am
DD: Awww, I hope things get better for you!

Maybe you could take up a hobby or something. I don't know, just making a suggestion. o____o

I would say something a little more enlighting, but sadly I'm not doing so well emotional over here in Australia. DD: Thankfully, no one in the family notices. That's the last thing they need.

But like I said before, I wish the best of luck to you. I thought you were going into acting, what happened? o_o Isn't that something to look forward to?


commentCommented on: Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 01:55am
Mmm yeah I hope things get better for me as well. A hobby lol, smoking sounds like a good hobby. Right now i cant really get into any hobbies, i messed up my left arm and have it all bandaged up right now. So not using my left arm to a far extent for awhile.

Oh? Things aren't all happy go lucky on your end either, huh? Well I feel the same way, no need to let people in, it will just make things worse. But yet again, there is always that satisfaction when you get things off your chest to someone who responds. So its a hard and twisted choice, damn you emotions, damn you to hell.

Yeah acting was a good shot, but right now I'm starting to see the reality of things. Like I have been to 3 auditions and had no call backs, I've been hoping my agent would get me some auditions but he hasn't called for 2 months now. So I'm slightly pissed.

-sighs- same, best of luck to you. Heh, you know, things would of been a lot better if you hadn't have moved... I wouldn't of had that whole paragraph about a ******** up relationship... But guess, it was meant to happen one way or another huh...?



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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 29, 2007 @ 10:16am
Well, it's not like I had much of a choice in moving.
What with my dad giving me the guilty trip and all. x___x

I should have just been a mean b***h and told him it was his problem and that I frankly didn't give a s**t.

But oh well. :3 My niceness wins yet again.


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