Damn man s**t is hitting me in a blow and a half. So heres the thing, I made a big a** mistake making that last journal entry. See I realize whats in the past, is probably gonna get a huge blast. Meaning its over and done with, only in rare times does s**t happen. But you know, damn it hurts a lot, the past that is. Jovana, tell you right now, I loved you off back in the day. You were my gurl, we went through a lot together and you never screwed around with any other guys or gurls or nothing at all. But ya know, I thought that was love and loyalty. But I realize today, that it's only because you haven't grown up enough yet. I dont mean that as an insult, I mean that as a state of fact. See every time I spoke about my feelings for you, you never made an attempt to reply to them. Why? Well i'm assuming you weren't ready to deal with those sorts of emotions yet, but who can blame ya? Well thats about it on your end, loved ya off, maybe i still do, but seeing as i havent seen you for almost 2 years, then I can't even tell if i still do. But yeah, you were a thing of the past, that i wanted to resurrect blindly, while I didnt know how deep I was digging myself back in.
Moving on from that point, I read some stuff on you're journal Andrea. Seems you asked some little punk to be you're man, but he turned out to be not just a punk but a son of a b***h. Well sucks bad dont it, trust me know how it feels. But hey you;re a grave digger arent ya? Diggin the grave even more from a return of us, haha but damn I always swing you in circles so I just keep slamming you back around. s**t sorry about that, but damn you kissing up you're little girlfriend Toni while we we're going out. Well not a point of return for me, you know the past, no need to bring it up. But yeah, guess we all ******** up huh? You ******** up the biggest, and I just started to make little ******** ups to get even, but hey you're ******** ups always smash mines out of the view over and over. Like that punk move just now, damn my line of crap just got tossed over lol. Yeah yeah yeah, whatever, loved ya, love ya still and can't have ya, thats life I guess.
s**t now for the last part, so I was checkin up on this anime I love off. Turns out they got these wicked a** rollerblades that they have some sort of military motors in them that allows them to go up to 100mph an hour. So I did some research and didn't find anyone making any. Thus I'm starting to make my own now, going to be the first to get those ATs in business. Yeuh so this Sunday i'm going to be 18, my Birthday, August 5th. Tomorrow which is Friday, i'm going to this big a** theme park with my sister, her boyfriend and some chick named Nemi and this lil punk Steven. I guarantee i'm gonna kick his a**. Also later on tomorrow i'm going clubbing, so lets see where that takes me. Well I ended up getting a 3 night sentence in jail for breakin this one guys spine in JnF after he tried to start a fight with me for walkin into a Bloodz area wearing blue. Off that note, I got my HighSchool Diploma, booya ********. Though right now my chest is hurting because last weekend I went down to my lil bro's place in Pickering and was playin some basketball. And I got into a game with one of these guys that he hates from school and his friend. We were down by 4 points, which meant simply 2 shots, unless you were to do a layup. But yeah, so I ran up to go grab a dunk, even though it was gonna be one point, but I'm tall enough and have lots of hop power so I was gonna make the dunk. Until this son of a b***h checked me, making me fly into the basketball metal pole. I hit my chest, and then sent the basketball at his face. Vincent then took a punch to the back of his head and went after the other guy. Then I beat that ******** to a pulp for what he did, smacked his head into the same poll 7 times. Then me and him bolted back to his house, bout a 20 minute walk but we made it back to his house in 10 minutes lol. Hmmm moving on from that, guess life is in the midst of good and bad, looking forward for the good, while reveling in the bad. So peace till the time comes.
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