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s**t.....it really sucks when people tell you the only thing left for you to do to get better is pray...haha....yeah sweatdrop .......~Sighs~ Sometimes i wonder....will i really get to Okinawa....will i really be the strongest i can be...will i get to meet the man that is so like me i consider him a brother....will i....will i ever find what true love is suppose to mean in my life.......hah....god.....thats what they tell me.....they tell me so much crap....."Our family is of holy blood, prayer is what makes the light shine on us" Quote from my grandmother....funny thing is i have of should say had a great great grandfather and his name was DEVIL litterally Devil. Strange however my name is ******** up to the max there.....they say we are holy blood....my a**....if i was of holy blood then why would there be so much deaths on my hands...why do i feel like i am a Devil......~Clenches his fist then sighs~ It really gets to me......i cant take what is happening.....im bound to leave soon....but what future is in front of me? Some stupid dream of being a master of Martial Arts and Weaponry..... And being an Animator with the ******** worthless drawings i make.....finding a woman to love and care for me, to cry over me when i die, to love me when im alive.......che like that will ever happen.....the only thing i can see infront of me is my fists and my katanas......pure blood of others in my hand......for what i see infront of me.....is a future of a man that will bring furth the name of my family.....but their Glorious titles of good will be tarnished with my stains of vile impurity.....i will bring furth the most pain and anguish this world has ever seen. I am the true master of hell. My name does not mean anything to me. There is no part of a god in this ones body. There is just the pure hate and anger od a Devil. My old yet great Grandfather Devil will be proud of the harnessed power he had left behind. For i have found it....and it will bring shadows amung all. With these hands, with these fists, with this body, all will fall before me!
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