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My sister's friend was in a car wreck last night. I know her well like she's my own sister. I couldn't believe it at first, I thought they were kidding when I was told but no it was no joke. She was driving in her bug and her sister was in the passenger seat. A truck hit them from the side. She got her jaw broken,and had to get care flighted, but her little sister didn't make it. They were together. Bless their hearts. I'm crying and it breaks my heart to write this now, but I feel I should let you know. Tell your family how much you love them and how much they mean the world to you, because you never know when the last few moments you have with the ones that are dear to you will be gone. Enjoy the precious time you have, because nothing last forever. It can end in just a second. She was only 16, she had just gotten her liscens. I feel so sorry for her parents, and sister. We went to visit her and she was very very sad, I felt so terrible. It made me secretly glad that it hadn't of been my sister, and that secret feeling makes me feel sick. How dare I? This poor girl just had her little sister that was by her side her whole life leave this world. It hurts me. I can't stop feeling guilty. I would die if that ever happened to my sister. She told us that before everything went black she told her sister who was already dead that she loved her. That breaks my heart too. Its not fair! I'm so sorry for her. I feel so bad. I'm sorry if I'm misspelling, I'm crying and shaking over this. I just want you to know that she had lived. I want you to know that this girl had lived! That now she is a memory, but that she was a good girl that had lived. I have been praying for her family. I just have to remember god is in control, this girl that has left us is now with the lord in heaven. It hurts us when they go, but there they must wait for us. Until then live life. Choose what you do with the time you have now. Will I die young? I don't know. I just don't know. I just don't know.


I'm sorry I might not be on for awhile. I'm sorry.