Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Graduation is near. Actually, it's tomorrow. And yet while everyone's celebrating, only 3 people stopped to ask if I was okay.
Yesterday got me thinking really hard. I feel I can not keep my promises to anyone, and it makes me rather disapointed in myself. Momocon, Death Note live-action movie, Falon, it's just all a mess.
And speaking of which, there was no way to keep a relationship if I felt I wasn't going to be the right person for her, so my relationship with Yurimon has ended yesterday. Something you should know is that when you love someone that much, you gotta let them go. So I am saying I am really sorry it had to end like this. But in the near future, it just felt like I was gonna hurt you in some way for not being there for you. Living on the other side of town didn't seem so bad, because it's only, like, 20 minutes away... but too many events happened, and dates had to be called off. Now that I'm hitting the big city, it seems I won't be there for her. She needs someone who will be there for her, someone she can hold and be able to talk to in person. And apparently, that person won't be me for quite some time.