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Where to start? Okay, first, Emily. She STILL thinks I'm a stalker!!! And I've just ______ my chances. [Player 1 has _____ed Player 2] (You choose a word to fill in the blank, if you get the joke) I saw her in the movie theater today. THE ******** MOVIE THEATER by coincidence!! She's gonna hate me forever now.

Then, there's this one girl. It's beginning to become apparent that she'll never forgive me. But, you know, she's been looking different. I don't mean just going ginger. Yeah, she dyed her hair red, but it was only for a day. Obviously, she's changing, and I really wonder if it's a better person she's becoming.

Nahhhhhhh

So, after we finished hanging out at Bigfoot, I went to the movies with Richie and saw Emily. I went with Richie, Beka, Rachel, Mike, Will, and Pasha. It was funny, but I felt like I didn't exist. Like I was just being there. I thought of trying to get attention, but then I realized it'd make me an attention whore like Kelsey. Be a whore or an outcast? I say outcast

But, you know, there was one highlight in my day. I saw Dani. I haven't talked to her in like 2 weeks. I flipped and we like talked. Just us 2. She rocks. Big time. Nothing big happened, but I got to talk to her and I felt great.

So, now, I've weirded Emily out all the way and she wants me to disappear from her life. It'll be a while before I let it go. Because, I thought I actually had a chance with her. Like she was the absolute reason why I don't care about that other girl anymore. And now she wants me to go and die.

.... Sigh.... Some Friday....