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I AM an a**. Cassie wanted to date me from long distance. I haven't seen her in a year and a half and she still likes me. But I didn't want to pursue a long distance relationship. And I like Justine a lot. Not to mention, I haven't seen Cassie in over a year and a half. I do still like her, but I like Justine more... And when it came time for me to make a decision, I asked her if I could get some extra time to think about it.

And I went to Scriven. He's great when it comes to advice. He's cool. And I knew he would help me. Topher was first choice but his IM said AFK. So he told me to do what I wanted. I want Justine, but Cassie actually likes me. And I don't want to double date them. And, in the end, I picked Justine.

I feel bad, because I had to break it to her that I liked Justine more. And that I didn't want to long distance date her. She did NOT take it well. I did everything I could to not make her sad or depressed. And this happened about 5 hours ago.

And I feel worse knowing that I just took a history test. And I don't think I did too well

What I said I would do is wait until things come together with Justine. IF things don't work out, then I'll run straight to Cassie, if she'll give me a chance. Which I doubt she will

But, most of all, I can't imagine how bad she feels knowing I like another girl....


Well, in the defense of me and what I choose

What you own is your own kingdom
What you do is your own glory
What you love is your own power
What you live is your own story
Rush - Something for Nothing