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The things in life that seem to just pop into my head. My third personality at its best. Everything written is all opinion from my perspective, as someone with a childish spirit and hidden thoughts.

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Carelesness July 26, 2006 Tch...It's hard to be careless. I feel weird everytime I try...Being careless is like forgetting. I lie at school, trying to be like everybody else. When some people speak to me at school, I know they're just being fake. Trying to be nice, but trying too hard. Are they afraid to speak with someone they've known for years? I don't understand it. I don't like people who do whatever just to fit in. It's not worth it...It's not worth lying. As for my friends, I know there's so much more to them then how they act around strangers. It's different, and I feel like I don't know them...let alone myself. It's hard to lie about it, when it's part of your life. I don't want to lie anymore...I don't want to only one part of my personality.

Posted by: Mao-sensei Wed Jul 26, 2006 @ 06:34pm

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Izumi-Kodo-san
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Thu Jul 27, 2006 @ 12:52am

yeah I know what you mean. Like I try to act careless when I'm singin really crazy, silly, and weird songs to younger children, but even though everyone else is doing the same, I still feel weird and embarrassed.
We have the rest of our lives to figure ourselves out. Well actually I don't think that's possible. Maybe even someone who has lived 100 years has never known themselves fully. I really try to act myself, but I act different with different people. You do too. Everyone does. usually I take one part of my personality and be like that with the person I'm with. If they like that side of me. It's weird I can only act my true self (or what I think is mt true self) around my friends. I'm not trying to sound sad or anything, that's just the way it is. i just realized something. No one has more than 1 personality. Everyone just has 1 only with different parts. Sometimes you can act more than 1 way at once. So that's what I think.

Oh well 3 more days till my party, and 1 day till my birthday. Yay!!! *lightening up the mood*

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