So he has a job now, but each day he goes to it he feels so sick to his stomach. He only just left now, and spent 5 minutes hunched over the toilet beforehand. It's like this no matter what job he has.
It makes me feel guilty, because I'm glad he's got a job, since it will mean more money coming to us each week. And yet he feels so crappy because of working.
It doesn't help that the whole mood of this household has been very depressive lately. My sister-in-law and her boyfriend are really on the rocks right now, and she's going to move out as soon as she returns from her vacation. She isnt even willing to try and work it out. So their is alot of stress and tension from that, which is really putting a damper on the good mood my darlings job put me in.
I just don't know what to do. I hope that once we move and he is working with his friend everyday, it will be better. But I fear that won't be the case, and he'll have to live with this sickness before he leaves for work everyday.
*sigh*
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