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Life's gifts and sorrows...
The things in life that seem to just pop into my head. My third personality at its best. Everything written is all opinion from my perspective, as someone with a childish spirit and hidden thoughts.
Where are they? (The Broken Place 4)
I see your face before my eyes
I’m falling into darkness
Why must I fight to stay alive?
Heroes falling
-Creeping in my Soul by Christine Lorentza
(Strangely enough, I didn't use a quote or song by Amy Lee this time)

Why aren't there any more in this world? Where are all the good people? Where are all the heroes? I have to walk around, carrying broken pieces of "vanity". I am looking for help. I am looking for heroes. I see none. All are just people from vanity. Can this "Hero" save the broken, shattered, fading place? But there are none in masks. There are none in costumes. I cannot see heroes. Are they invisible? Are they flying in the air? Or are they hidden in the stars, or behind the moon? No. That is not true. Real heroes don't wear masks. Good people are hiding. They have to try hard to stay alive. They have to try hard to be good people, even when bad people do not like it. Is it bad to be good? Are there no more heroes here, or are they scared? I am scared. I am not a good person. I did not do anything good. So, I am a bad person. I am a scared, bad person, who is not a hero. Vanity is falling apart, and all I have ever done was help break it. I do not understand. If there are still heroes, then where are they? Why am I looking for pieces? Heroes should do that. Or am I just confused? I want to be good. I want to be a hero. But wanting something will not make it happen. I will keep going. In my... "heart" I want to be a good person. I want to be a hero for people that are confused like I am. Does that mean there's a hero living inside of me?






User Comments: [2]
Izumi-Kodo-san
Community Member





Sat Mar 17, 2007 @ 05:59pm


heros cannot fix the broken pieces, only you can finish it. If you want help to find the broken pieces, how do you know that those people who can help and want to help aren't right in front of you? And you know what? I'm not just saying this to be nice, but to me...sometimes you are a hero. You are so good sometimes, even if you deny it. You are a good person, and a bad person. but everyone is. but the levels, values, and amouts of good and bad in each person is different. But that is because we are all human and are all different. In my eyes, i can see that you are really a good person at heart, even though you turn away sometimes, but I can see that you are trying so hard to be a good person, that it makes me happy. I know I am a good and bad person myself, and my amount of bad is greater than yours. I know I do bad things, and I regret it, but that's life.

Also, have you ever wondered that maybe the bad things that people do...they do because they think it's right? Remember, there is no law that states what is right or wrong, only what people believe to be right and wrong.


SAko-san
Community Member





Sat Mar 17, 2007 @ 06:16pm


to be truly honest, truly honest indeed, there has to be a reason 4 living even if you think there's no reason left to begin with. yes we all know that theres is misshapen thought in mind. but that's what makes us different from any other human. we are all free men, women, and children. different as we stand we always rise above it all in search for the one thing that we live for. We go through life everyday looking for it. Sometimes even waiting for it. sometime u think to yourself mabye there is nothing waiting for me. But, there is it just has yet to be found. So don't give up, use the people that will like you no matter what, Your friends......if your in darkness. We'll always try to find a way to pull u out again. and thats a promise of a lifetime! 3nodding heart


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