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random thoughts
home made ice cream is teh s**t.....kitties crying. mew mew mew. eyes are open now. yay! keep getting nit otrouble. mama doesnt like my friends. husband hates them too. oh well........dots.........gotta finish my homework. too quiet in here. nothing to do. need to smoke. bad habit. miss my baby. wonder how he is. always so worried. i miss having a life. looked for a job.......might have some luck not sure these days. 3rd week of school coming up. joy. hana calls alot. she's ok. travis came by. big fight. my husband thinks i cheated on him with my friends. i hate that. i dont sleep around. im a good girl now. right, me good. im a flirt. thats all. anyone could tell you that.................candy. so friggin cold outside. might walk over to a friends house. long a** walk. no response from lanzer. hope he messages me. i really need to do that prject. worth big points ya know. i talk to much. so angry. burnt myself on the stove. hurt like hell. i hate pizza sometimes..................wish i had someone to talk to. husband gone to his mamas. i hate his sister. and his friends. i just keep on typing here. not sure if any of it is spelled right or whatever. its part of a english assignment. getting practice on my free style writing. la de da. v-day is coming up. more like d-day. wouldve been what 3 years i guess? yeah 3 years. i still keep pon waiting. and waiting. hopeless i know but im stuck on a boy. he is in my mind like a bad tumor. not that there are good tumors or anything. i dunno. wonder whats on tv. maybe ill go watch it. bye.
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