It's almost midnight and I cannot wait for tomorrow to type down my thoughts. I feel as if i don't express my feelings in one way that i might just give up on life. Ok. I feel depressed and just down. Probably because I am tired, but you never know. To tell you the truth, I haven't been as happy as I used to be. Lately it feels like i have been just casted aside. I rarely get to talk to friends when I am hope and when I do, I usually don't talk about or say anything. Sometimes I wish that I never have moved and just continue my life at my old house. I felt happy there. I didn't have a care in the world. My best friend lived down the street from me. Not at my new house. No one lives near me. The only way I can see someone is at school, or if I go their. My mother doesn't like when visiters are at my house and I usually have no way of going to my friend's house. I guess I'll just have to live with it, which will be hard.
Somtimes, its just hard accepting that there are something you want, yet you know its out of your reach no matter how hard you try. Maybe its your weakness, fears, or location thats holding you back. Some of these things you want so badly will tend to make you cry. I'm not talking material possesions, but more like the love of others.
