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Hmm. What to say. I guess I'm glad that she broke up with me rather than me breaking up with her, because I would rather have someone be angry at me than someone being sad and depressed. Get it? Like I would want someone to feel anger over depression. Knowing someone who is angry is better than knowing someone who is depressed, because anger tends to subside easier than depression or sadness. I know for some people it might seem awkward and unreasonable, but it makes me feel better I guess. I would rather have me feel their sadness than they feeling their own sadness. I can't stand seeing someone depressed. Depression makes me worry about that person, which makes me depressed. Thats why I would rather have feel anger rather than sadness. I don't care if that anger is hurting me, as long as its not hurting someone else.

I'm sorry.